Feeling of loneliness

dunno why this morning, i woke up with a feeling of loneliness... its been a long time since i last felt so...
my dad is away for the weekend again... and come Jan 2009, he won't be here with me anymore... is it because of that? i doubt so, or maybe it plays a small part...
maybe the feeling of loneliness comes/ hits me after a day out with fren(s)...
yesterday i went out with someone special, for almost the whole day.. all the way from morning til evening.. mainly we went to watch movieS [Bolt 3D & Twilight] and also catch up with each other... its been months since i last saw her... since end of April til almost end of Nov... had a great day out with her... Glad that she looked me up...
looking forward to meeting her again, IF possible... coz next year, she would be going away to another place to study... her course is relocating...

缘分=可遇不可求
Fate= Can meet, but can't "beg"

26 letters representing Love

A - Accept（接受）
世界沒有十全十美的人」這句話是千真萬確的，尤其是兩個人一起並不等如兩塊合得來的積木，必需互相遷就記著，你愛他/她，就必需接受他/她的一切包括他/她的缺點。

B - Believe（相信）
不信任對方，經常以懷疑的語氣盤問對方，這種互相猜度的愛情，就只有分手下場，既然跟他/她一起就應該完全信任對方才對。

C - Care（關心）
關心的程度正好表現你對對方的重視程度，打個電話給對方，關心式問候一句，這些關心未必有實際用途，但肯定令對方暖在心頭。

D - Devoted （全心全意）
愛一個人當然要全心全意，一腳踏數船不會是個好辦法，結果多數亦是分手，不要令他/她難過嘛！也不要浪費你們兩個的時間嘛！

E - Enjoy（享受）
你應欣賞對方的一切，享受這段愛情帶給你的開心、快樂、幸福，這樣，你便會愛得更愉快，不要只懂埋怨，在雞蛋裡挑骨頭。

F - Freedom（自由）
雖然大家在一起，也應給予對方應有的自由及保持秘密的權利，你的另一半不是你的奴隸，不要讓他/她認為跟你在一起，就如被困在籠裡的寵物。

G - Give（付出）
愛情這東西不一定是你付出這麼「多」，便會收回這麼「多」，但不付出，便一定沒有收獲，對你的情人，應該對自己一樣，毫無保留的付出這才算得上是真愛。

H - Heart, Honesty（心，誠實）
愛情最重要的道具是心，你必需真心對待、用心去愛你的另一半，大家又可必要收收埋埋呢？沒有心，又怎能稱得上真心相愛？

I - Independence（獨立）
甜言蜜語的人會說﹕「我是為你而生的。」，其實，每個人都有自己的生存空間，不應過份依賴對方，成為對方的沉重負擔，甚至負贅。

J - Jealousy（妒忌）
適當的妒忌、呷醋能表示你對對方的重視，但切記是合情合理的呷醋，假如是毫不講理的大發雷霆地呷醋，導致的必然是惹人反感。

K - Kiss（吻）
和情人深深一吻來代替講話．．好嗎？」，一吻勝過千言萬語，輕輕的一吻已能代表你惜他/她，愛護他/她，所以請不要吝嗇你的紅唇。

L - Love（愛）
都說是愛情，沒有愛又怎會有情呢？愛跟喜歡不同，愛一個人，你必定願意為他/她做任何事，這是最高的境界，間中不妨跟他/她說一句﹕「我愛你」，擔保比任何禮物來得甜蜜開心。

M - Mature（成熟）
為什麼大多數的人的初戀總會無聲無色地慘敗？因為年輕人都戀愛得較幼稚，況且，沒有人會喜歡對方長年沒頭沒腦地蹦蹦跳，人成熟一點，你的愛情亦會早熟一點，直至開花結果。

N - Natural（自然）
很多人初拍拖的時候都會把一切缺點收起來，變成另一個人，日子久了，缺點就一籮籮地出現，令對方吃不消，其實，不做作，流於自然的愛情才會細水長流啊。

O - Observe（觀察）
經常細心觀察對方的喜好，不但能更了解對方，更能間中給他/她一些驚喜，好像愛侶看雜誌時無意讚某明星的錶漂亮，你便可留待他/她生日的時候買給他/她，那份心意一定比禮物來得珍貴。

P - Protect（保護）
做男朋友的當然要保護女朋友，但做女朋友的亦要保護對方的尊嚴，不要讓他人中傷，或者侮辱你的另一半啊！

Q - Quarter（寬恕）
愛情裡面怎可以沒有寬恕，對他/她的錯誤，你應該以寬大的態度原諒他/她，為什麼？因為你是最愛他/她的人嘛。

R - Receive（接收）
對於愛侶為你做的一切，請不要表現得無動於衷，令他/她氣餒，他/她付出，你便應該以欣賞的態度去接收，這才能令感情更進一步。

S - Share（分享）
若你愛他/她，就必需於他/她分享他/她的喜、怒、哀、 樂，不要只顧著自己才可以嘛，這是作為一個伴侶的最簡單的責任。

T - Try（嘗試）
兩個人一起久了，可能會覺得跟對方一起很沉悶，這是很平常的，但這多數是邁向成功愛情的其中一個階段，而且是重要的一個，過了這個階段，你前面就是一條又平又直的大路了，嘗試用不同的方式去溝通溝通吧！（什麼方式？你自己想想啦．．）

U - Understand（明白）
對於你的另一半，首先請你明白他/她的為人，否則你根本不可以跟他/她好好的在一起，另外，雖然你不是他/她，不知道他/她在想什麼，但是，有時候，也可以猜猜嘛．．，常常要對方說出來，好像沒什麼情趣似的。

V - Vow（誓言）
人人都可以發誓，「我發誓，我會愛你一生一世，否則．．．」，否則有舍用？誓言是，是可以令對方覺得你好愛他/她，令對方覺得好甜蜜可是，請你們不要當發誓真的是吃生菜，否則，就請你不要作出無謂的誓言，帶來的效果只會更差。

W - Willingness（願意）
有時候你的另一半可能會作出一些要求，這些要求不一定是合理的，就算是合理的也好，假如你不願意的話，就請你說﹕「不！」，如果他/她真的是喜歡你的話，他/她亦會樂意接受。(不要想歪啊！這個是可以應用在不同的Situation的！）

X - eXpression（表達）
兩個人相處，有什麼想說的，不管是對的、不對的、關於他/她的、關於你的、關於大家的，你都可以跟他/她表達你的意見或者看法，雖說有時候可以讓對方猜一下你心想的，但如果這樣行不通，那你就要嘗試表達一下你自己了。

Y - Yield（退讓）
兩個人在一起，難免有爭拗，但是「忍一時，風平浪靜；退一步，海闊天空」，不要跟你的伴侶計較這麼多吧！還有，不要沒想清楚就對對方說﹕「分手吧！」，嘗試下跟對方談一談，找出解決的方法啊！

Z - Zest（熱情）
大慨沒有人想他/她的另一半常常好像沒有心情似的，有時候對你的另一半熱情些，對增加你們之間的感情都會有幫助的，不過，不要太過份就可以了，免得他/她以為你吃錯藥啊！

*for those that can't read Chinese, just read those words, and think about it... i'm sure you can get the answer, and explanation.=)

愛情最難的16件事

1)最難遇的.....
是碰上那種他會非常愛你，你也愛他，但不用愛得像他那麼用力的人。

2)最難為的.....
是同時愛上兩個人，終於決定捨棄其一。

3)最難辦的.......
就是同時愛上兩個人，但又不願捨棄任何一方。

4)最難忍的......
是當街遇到舊情人摟著一個品味比你差太多的新歡，而你那位比對方體面許多的情人，卻剛好不在身邊。

5)最難堪的......
是你自作多情對人好，卻被對方指控騷擾。

6)最難辯的......
是你明明對他毫無感覺，但他卻大肆對周遭友人宣揚你對他有意思。

7)最難難拿捏的.......
是關心太少，被視為冷漠無誠意，太多又有雞婆管閒事之虞。

8)最難拒絕的.......
是被人一廂情願的暗戀，暗戀到讓你沒有機會向對方*不良字句*明自己不能接受。

9)最難接受的.....
是你早已嫌棄對方，卻被對方搶先一步提出分手。

10)最難控制的.....
是情人的胃與心，該吃該愛的都只能由他。

11) 最難演練的.....
是欲擒故縱，巧稍有疏失，就成了"放生"。

12)最難表達的.....
是讓對方知道，其實你正在等他前來示愛。

13)最難決定的....
是你面前出現了有財無才，有才無財，及才財兼備，偏偏又不夠愛的人，讓你任選其一時。

14)最難啟齒的....
是你主動提出分手，說得太絕會被罵負心，太婉轉又怕對方沒能體會，還要繼續和你手牽手，做"好朋友"。

15)最難收放的.....
是為愛付出，太多恐有血本無歸之風險，太少又怕投資不夠，回報無期。

16)最糟糕的......
是你才剛和他許下了山盟海誓，永不分離，就又發現了另一個讓你無法自拔，深深迷戀的對象。

The week pass so fast... i just notice tat my last post was posted 1 week ago....

anyway, yesterday(monday) and today(tuesday) i had my presentation... it was just so-so...
just nows presentation kena critic from the lecturer kao kao lo...
my classmate was saying tat when v started presenting, it was loud and clear, but after awhile as the lecturer ask questions and comment on it, it become softer and powerless... coz all lost confidents d...

after class, i drop my groupmate home, then went to IKANO to have a look at the Padini Group Sale... discount is alot la... ranging up to 70% off, mostly is 50-70%... those that i liked didn't have my size, its either L or XL, if nt then is the "left-a-few" S.... few design also like tat... in the end, i manage 2 get a M, which is also left a few, around 2 or 3 more only... i think thats all la.. o ya, i was only looking at the office clothings, buy for my presentations and functions... Looking forward to the Year end sale... hope can get what i want then...

joke for the day

some joke before i head to bed...

why crocodile don't eat the pig?
1.为什么鳄鱼不吃猪 ？
because they are islam
因为他们是Islam....

why the crocodile don't eat the chicken?
2.为什么鳄鱼不吃鸡？
because they ber-puasa
因为他们puasa

why crocodile knock 2 times then die?
3.为什么鳄鱼敲2下就死？
because kok kok die (crocodile)
kok kok = knock knock

don't want go fill form, if nt consider u want

One day, some1 walks in to a coffee shop.
he sits down and think what he want to have... what to eat leh?

then the shop worker brings a cup of coffee, and says: RM1.20 please!
that some 1, 0.0 : i never order any drinks yet...
shop worker: u dun want coffee, then go fill form, if not consider u want...!


think for urself.. i joke on the latest EPF announcement....

Happy Birthday List

Happy Birthday to:

Chooi Han & Raymond Khor- 10 Nov
Anil Benedict- 11 Nov
Clara Ho- 12 Nov
Andrea Cheong- 13 Nov
Chad Gan & Alvin Chwee- 14 Nov
Kitt Yap- 15 Nov
Pooi Mun- 17 Nov
Michelle Sit- 18 Nov
Jasmine Lai- 22 Nov
Jamie Tan- 23 Nov

got nothing but just fucking lucky, and have a murderer behind ur back also dare to open bank...
people want to take money or deposit pun no paper....
who noes one day nt happy, then just bomb the tiger... and it wil die... then u victory lo...

First Nuffnang cheque

finally got my first cheque from blogging... the company that is paying is Nuffnang...
A BIG BIG thanks to NUFFNANG...

it took me 9 months before my first cash out in Sept 2008...

i wil go cash it soon... YEAH~~~ finally after days of dreaming when i wil get it...

"Birthday" celebration for CH

meet up with my ex classmate just now at 1-U... there was 4 of us in total, another 2 pull out coz they say no money shopping... (it was suppose to be their shopping spree ba...)

anyway, it was Me, Jamie + her mum, and CH.... donno where 2 eat, so v ended up in WK again... LOL~~~ the food came as usual, but then forgot to take any photo since my fren's mum was there, so also shy la...

so what her present was? a Pink Bag, + a Pink rose in a brown teddy bear box...


only can see the outside, coz after putting the present, forgot to take photo.... very forgetful this days...

since the box was 31cm X31cm X31cm... and she had class after that, and when she goes back, it would be rush hour, and she has to take public transport, so she ask me to keep the box, and her old bag first.. next week when her dad fetch her after class, she will get it from me...

she is using the new bag tat i gave her, coz just now Jamie and her mum keep asking change to the new bag... then help her move over her stuff...

O ya.. its an early celebration, coz her birthday is only on Monday...

Malaysian dream?

Now tat even United States of America, after 43th presidents, its 44th President of the United States has gone from the white American to an Afican-amarican... it shows that the country don't choose its president by the colour of his skins in the 21th century.... Now that it has change, when will the people of Malaysia see its change.... Will Malaysia ever have a chinese/ indian Prime Minister then? or will it still be the U Must Not Object party holding on to the PM position, and that other races won't have a chance.

Americans have their dreams? what about Malaysia then? can Malaysian even dream of changes?

squeezey squeezey up the bus

just now after class, went to the library to look for some materials, and after quite sometime, decided to head home, thinking can beat the traffic jam...(it was raining too, so waited for it to stop as i look for materials)

there was not much jam on the way road, just the normal traffic since its KL/PJ... but there was massive amount of people waiting for the school bus.. and the sun has come back out and shinning so so damn hot, maybe want to shine out wat she was owned just now...

anyway, fast forward from where people was melting away, coz many of us are "snow-man/woman" since like to talk so much, like can't kena some sun... then the bus appears:>>

and people all rush up, even faster than what u see on TV, when a star appears for the red-carpet picture.... and crowd around the side of the bus... it was like so many people, and people was pushing and pushing, and i nearly fell down.. to my right is girlS, and my left has a guy... so those girls on my right, push push push, coz the school bus door was considered to their left.... and so push push, and i was going towards the left, i didn't push back to the right, thinking that i can stil be steady, many tau wat those girls eat de, or maybe i had a small lunch... i was push by them, and pushing againts the guy to my left, and he was making so much noise, so i also made noise to those girls la... i think if it was a girl pushing againts him, he wil just shut up and "enjoy" maybe like a massage...

anyway, i was thinking o, don't people who come from richer family have a more systematic way of doing things? don't they know how to Q-up.. or is it, coz u r richer than people then no need to Q-up is it.... maybe coz every1 think its Airasia boarding where IF you pay more, u can hop on first.... making things worst is the checking of student ID since few days ago... where each time u get up the bus, some1 will ask for the ID... donno what happen, suddenly like tat.... maybe they want to use their labor to the fullness..

bump into frens day again

started my day in uni with the submitting of ptptn form to the officers.... manage 2 settle it fast and smoothly.. thank GOD... coz i was just so afraid that it will encounter some problem...

after that went to library to sit awhile, then went to class for consultation of the assignments... then off i went for some discussion which took quite long coz there was just so many things 2 be done.. but the time was well spend...

after tat went for lunch, and then back to wisma... use the comp there for awhile, then my fren said wan go lv5 the reading room to do some work... and i also was there... actually suppose to have a meeting, but can't find them so forget bout it...

at the reading room, i bump into some of my frens, tat i haven't seen for awhile.. and surprise surprise, i saw a girl tat looked like my ex classmate from high school... and it sounded like her... but i dare nt call her(she was sitting at the next table only), coz scared is not my fren, then paiseh d... then i took the courage to ask one of the person on the same table as her... then she turn to me, (coz i asked quite loud gua...) and called out my name... confirm is her lo... its been so long since i last saw u, Melanie Ng.... so happen she also come the same uni as i'm o.... wat a small small world... how small can a world be o... all the way from jb, yet end up in the same place... anyway, not the same course la...

also saw in the reading room are my ex-roommate, sharon kong, mandy, aili, and gang... then Joanna Ti, and Zi Jie... all was sitting around my table...

i think tats all gua... tired tired day....
so much things 2 be done...

2 nov 2008

Got back from jb this afternoon around 3pm... then waited for the bus back home... it took so so so long to start moving...

while waiting, met a guy from Philipines tat was also waiting for the same bus...

then v chit chatted....

from what v was doing currently, to things back in his home country, cost of living, of course not forgetting the transportation....

he then asked me something tat i dun think i would like to mention here...

anyway, he asked me bout clubs as well... and with clubs comes those things...

*donno wat 2 say la... so for conclusion, i think he is Bi-... coz he said he did both He & She b4... since Philipines is a much open minded country than here... (quoting him only)

The day that i die, would be the happiest day of my "life"