Sunday, March 20, 2011

Learning: Numerology

In the learning session, each group would have to teach something, and my group has decided to teach basic numerology (from a book) just for fun and to relax everyone.

So i did it online, so i don't need to calculate some of it manually.

There are 17 letters in your name.
Those 17 letters total to 88
There are 5 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

Monday, March 14, 2011

【分享】 丟了自己,記得要撿回來

有時候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人說話,只想一個人靜靜的發呆。
有時候,突然覺得心情煩躁,看什麼都覺得不舒服,心裏悶的發慌,拼命想尋找一個出口。
有時候,發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己,面對著身邊的人,突然覺得說不出話。
有時候,感覺自己與世界格格不入,曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。
有時候,突然很想逃離現在的生活,想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。
有時候,別人突然對你說,我覺得你變了,然後自己開始百感交集。
有時候,希望時間為自己停下,做完己還沒來得及做的事情。
有時候,想一個人躲起來脆弱,不願別人看到自己的傷口。
有時候,突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來。
有時候,夜深人靜,突然覺得不是睡不著,而是固執地不想睡。
有時候,走過熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一個人的臉。
有時候,明明自己心裏有很多話要說,卻不知道怎樣表達。
有時候,覺得自己擁有著整個世界,一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。
真的只是有時候,明明自己身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單。
有時候,很想放縱自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里的發一次瘋。
有時候,突然找不到自己,把自己丟的無影無蹤。
有時候,心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒,覺得自己很累很累。
有時候,看不到自己未來的樣子,迷茫的不知所措。
有時候,發現自己一夜之間長大了。
有時候,聽到一首歌,就會突然想起一個人。
有時候,希望能找個人好好疼愛自己,渴望一種安全感。可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候,你卻偏執地退隱。
有時候,別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話,心裏鬱悶的發慌。
有時候,被別人傷害,嘴上講沒事,其實心裏難過的要死。
有時候,常常在回憶裏掙扎,有很多過去無法釋懷。
有時候,很容易感動別人的關懷,
有時候卻麻木的像個笨蛋。
有時候,看著時間一點點流逝,任憑歎息,自己卻無能為力。

其實,有時候,真的會想這麼多。  
跟朋友裝沉默,跟陌生人講心裏話。
對於在乎你的,不想讓他們擔心,
有時候,沒有消息就是一種好消息。
其實,很想說“我很好”,或許是昧著心說謊,
也只是想把最燦爛的一面,
放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。
丟了自己,要記得撿回來。