Year-end speech

Here comes the year end... and I shall post my speech… it won’t be fabulous, interesting and it would definitely be no-frills… :D

It has been a great year yah...?! Lectures, tutorials and extra classes... Presentations and assignments... Good and bad times... Tears and laughter.... Up’s and down’s… Friends and more friends... Cheers to all and best of luck in the coming semesters…

The past months in HMC@HELP would not have been interesting and “nice” without you guys…

Hui Ying- my primary schoolmate... thanks for introducing so many nice leng zai & leng lui from your intake to me... may you have a smooth sailing ahead in life...

Boon Woei- my roommate, although we stay together but seldom talk coz "we" are busy with our own work most of the time... but it was really great having you as my roommate...

Gary- you are the second person that i talk to in HMC... but the first person in the class... you are really a good fren... very "cool"...

Steven- the quiet looking but lots of things to talk guy... "looks can be deceiving" there is too many things i want to thank you for til it can't be type here or else i will have to sit here to type it all day... :D just like to say a BIG thank you... you have taught me many things... many til i have lost count of it.... All the best in life...

Jas, Mian, E Wei, KM & etc...- thanks for being there for me... without you gals in my life, it would have been different.... of course you have make my life more colourful... i thank God for all of you...

From ADP:-
Miss J- Fate has certainly brought us together... Knowing you since form 3 through the net til you change to HELP was the silent period... after that was when i met you here... The few months that we hang out together, was the best part of my life... and the part that i most enjoy since i came to kl... too many things has happen in the short few months.... i have learn to move on in life without you... but it has certainly change.... u once said... "You are sweet and i'm nut"... although we can be on the same cake but seldom we have them together... Fate is playing game on us... anyway... all the best in your life ahead... may it be fruitful and colourful... :D

Celestine- you are like a BIG brother to me... too many things to thank you for.... so i wil just say THANK YOU~~~

All other people- thanks for being part of my life...

God o god…. Why must there be unfairness in this world….

God O God…. U was the one who made me come back here… and I have entrusted myself to you…. U must path the road for me…… according to my own way…. You made my parents…. Their “uniqueness”…. You have encrypted them with your code… therefore you must teach me to unencrypt it….

Chance are Sometimes self made… but when there is someone higher than you and have more say than you… you are dead… coz chance are given by them…

Q: If you are not given the chance… how should you prove yourself… and get what you want????

A: GOD KNOWS

Good bye KL.... i w miss u... see ya next year... wish me luck... may i have a safe journey and lots of fun there.... as the year end is coming... and christmas is around the corner.... a Happy Merry Christmas and happry new year to all my blog readers....

i suddenly felt like blogging so here I'm... out of a sudden, i felt like going home... its been 16 long, tiring, stressful, energy & mind draining weeks, since i last went back to my hometown.... Last time(first few months here) whenever i had this kind, i would cry... (who says guys can't cry... its not good to suppress ur feeling in your heart... it is harmful to ur body... its better to let it out) but now, its hard for me to cry out... what is happening..?

Last week, while i and my fren was eating at a food outlet near my college, there was this person who came and ask for donation for the Spastic Children Center... my fren was the one talking to her, whereas i was silently eating my lunch.... like the person didn't exist... (my fren normally will tell them that he is not interested, and they will go away) after she had left, he ask me: "what if u was eating alone, and she came, would you have keep quiet like just now?" I answered him: "i will just tell them that i'm not interested and ask them to not waste time on me" Have i become heartless...? what is happening to me... i use to be soft hearted... and i would normally donate to all this kind of things.... whereas, he normally won't really bother, but this time i could see that he had become soft hearted... The thoughts that was running through my mind at that time was what my lecturer said just the day before the "incident".... "how much of the money that you donate, goes to the person you are helping... and how much of it goes to the administration of the program, publicity, awareness drive and other stuff that will use the money that we donate and the person doesn't get it fully"....

There is one organisation that is currently having a donation drive with the slogan "W0rld V*s*0n - Sponsor a Child and Make a Charitable Donation"... i would say that they really help those children... and it is a good deed that they are doing... but how much of the money that we collected are use for other things like wat i said above... i have attach a link to their annual report...

What other good ways can those NGO do in order for the money that they collected go fully for the use of the people that they have collected for...? In other words, how can they do the admin work and also other awareness program without touching the money that are collected for the people..? Do give some suggestion... for i noe u are are smart and bright people with good ideas.... i would love to hear bout it....

Record breaking...

my finals for semester 2 has started today.. well, it broke 3 records in a row...
and the 3 records are....
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Love, Crush, Nothing

When u have someone that u love, just love him/her with all ur heart. Dun ever let him/her go. You will regret one day.

If u r still looking for someone, look at the ppl that around u. Mayb u will find him/her in the crowd. Just dun ever let go.

If u have been holding on for a long time and nothing happens, just let it go. Dun ever look back to the past. Say bye to the past, say hi to the future.

If u have a crush now, think of what you want. Make sure that u really like him/her.. It's up to u whether u wanna make a move. Dun ever hurt anyone.

This post is not originally mine... it has been copied from some where else and its because i 100% agree with wat this person wrote....

i saw this post while browsing through my friends blog...

'Men want something in particular. They want cars, women, power...etc and they want more more (Human are greedy). Women are the best. They only want one thing --- 'Everything'

LOL~~~

World AIDS day

Today, 1st December, is World AIDS Day...
maybe the millions of people who have died, may they rest in peace in the father's house..
the other millions who are still suffering from AIDS today... may they live their lifes to the fullness... and may God have mercy on them... The living must continue living on with their lives...

*~December~*

some people hope that the "special" day that they are waiting for will come soon.. as for me.. i don't think i have much "special" days... maybe my birthday is one of it... just like that i have been in kl for 8 & 1/2 Month... time has pass very fast... this sat is my finals... and i will be leaving kl in 1 week time...

this afternoon when i open my calender, i only realise that today is 1 December which is the last month of the year 2006... whatever days that i have pass will never come back...

silently thinking back what i have done this year... what are the most happy moments of 2006 till now...? what more can i do before 2006 ends...? how have my heart been feeling...? the ups & downs in life.... the heart breaks & joys... i think i have change compared to the me in 2005... the place has also changed.... my long term goal is to be a completely different person in 4 years or less for the better.... in fact a few of us have this common goal in life... have i become more matured? i hope so... not everybody can do crazy things that i have done for the pass months in 2006... when i come to think back of it... it can really be funny... 有些时候，我说的纯属笑话，这里的朋友会认为我每次都往歪的想！当然，毕竟江山易改，本性难移！我还是会做回自己，和一些朋友做些快乐的事情！也许，要让一个人了解我，真的不容易吧！但我在想，有这么难吗？我，就是别人所能看到的自己！不喜欢复杂多变的事情！就这么简单而已！也许，只有我这么认为吧！

maybe being a psy student, we are more sensitif to the things around us... suspecting and guessing everything, wondering if it is fated to happen or is there a reason behind it that it happen that way... 每当说一些话，或是有时候比较安静，就会被猜测，一定曾经有着什么样的背景或是某些因素造成的，等等！我不否认，我也会！sometimes, my friends, they are more observent than me... Haha... i have discovered something... sometimes, things are just so simple, its not as complecated as i think... its simple from the surface itself....

thats all for now... thinking of so many things that happen this year(not many is written down here... LOL~) the time before my exam starts are becoming shorter and shorter.... if i continue writting this entry... i think i won't need to sit for the exam this satuarday....

Wish me luck... ^^