A new beginning

Its been quite awhile since i last was in a relationship or woo-ing someone...
to be more exact, its been 1 year... last 4 Oct, i and Julie had a quarrel, and we have gone our own path since then...

i have on some nights, felt lonely, and wanted a companion or someone whom i could talk to...
some nights, i would go out with fren, but if I'm at home, i would normally be on9...
sometime, seeing people around you, dating and going into a relationship, you would some times wonder, am i that bad that nobody wants me? or maybe its just your "Mr./Miss Right" is not here yet... then again, how would you know it that person is your Right? there is no way to tell other than experiencing it by your own...

some times i find life is a little boring, no because it has no music, not because there is no one who cares about me... not because i can't go out either... then wat is it that is missing in life???
Maybe its Love, or the joy u gain from a relationship...
some times you just hope that it will go on forever and ever...

when u don't have one, u would wonder when it would come...
maybe even i also didn't see it coming my way,
because i'm not that nice looking, not the dream type of guy that girls would look out for, neither am i that good in my studies...

i'm also the shy type of guy, who would just sit there quietly, and don't really mix around much of people... maybe its just my personality... i prefer people coming and sitting with me... and when the conversation starts, i wouldn't want to end it... =p

on the other hand, when i'm online, i tend to talk more, as people can't see me, and i can say most things that i want... life online is much nicer than the real world out there...
i didn't noe that i would meet "you" there... maybe its just fate that brought us together...
sms-ing you every other day has become a habit of mine...

at the beginning, we were just another fren in our circle of frnes... but after 1 month, it has change a lot... not as simple as before... haha...
with how many people you could actually, just chat on and on and on...? (introvert type)
the more we chat with each other, the more afraid i'm that we are heading towards separation...
love has neither right nor wrong... some times, we just don't need to think so much, and just trust each other, and we will be able to overcome the many challenges in our life's...

i hope that we could journey together beyond the 3 months... not because i call u, 乌龟妹,
but because ur previous relationship has not been able to get pass the 3 months mark... hopefully this time, we could get pass it together.... (3 months & 乌龟妹 is from a Taiwan drama series called wei xiao Pasta, which there is a curse that the girl's relationship with any guy won't be longer than 3 months...)

although we are both still students, and we seldom get to meet each other, most of the time, just sms-ing each other to keep it going...

I believe that Fate will bring us to the future,
even if we are not together till ripe old age... at least we have been together before, and may it be a memorable memory in both of our life's....

(adapted from her blog)